Is it wrong that I don’t want to feel anything but miserable right now?

Thinking how I’m dreading my Mom calling to “check in.” She’s boring and I have to somehow sound/act/bs that everything is just peachy; when I’d rather stand on the ledge of a building.

shadowbxer:

stop thinking using food will solve your problems

stop thinking using food will solve your problems

stop thinking using food will solve your problems

because using food as a coping mechanism will never ever truly solve anything

so stop thinking it will

because doing that only makes everything 100x worse

Home. :) Got taco bell, AND mc d fries + apple pie, as I didn’t feel like cooking. I feel (am) like suck a fucking pig. :’( 

win for healthy self: I ate breakfast. The whole damn thing. :) 

= 2 slices french toast (unknown if baked or fried), melon cup, and a large banana. Bonus point: using a little butter spread. :)